"I know a lie will burn on when they blow me out."
༺ ⚠TOO WEIRD FOR YOU⚠ ༻
⭐ - Transsexual man, vegetarian
♈ - Aries [4/1/1999], INFP 4w5, Earth Rabbit
☯ - Autistic, ADHD, OSDD, OCD, schizophrenia
⚜ - Soul headmate: Vash Elias Koroyumi
⛅ - Sky: Children of the Light player since 7/11/20
♾ - Many special interests
YOU CAN SUPPORT ME FINANCIALLY BY CLICKING THE STARS BELOW!
Anything is appreciated while I dogfight for prosperity.
I'm Eren, an autistic transsexual man that loves to make unique content. I also love making people laugh and inspiring them to overcome life's obstacles.
I have been making content my entire life, but began sharing it on the internet ever since I was 10 years old, with fluctuations in how comfortable I was in the public view.
Nowadays, I keep most of my content to myself and friends, but creating is still something that brings me joy unlike anything else.
👘KILLER STYLE👘
A kaleidoscope of life. I love anything pastel, especially if it's pastel goth candy or horror themed [eyeballs, fake blood, goo] I also really like dark stuff mixed in as well. I wouldn't go so far to say I'm exclusively pastel goth, cause I love non-religious spiritual stuff too [yin-yangs, fortune balls, animals, nature]. I'm many styles when it comes to what I wear. NO DRESSES, SKIRTS, FUR, OR SKINS THOUGH. Alot of the time I wear all fashions in the same outfit. Its my way of expressing my soul in a materialistic fashion type of way.
Basically a pastel goth weirdcore fairy-kei skater grunge frutiger aero hippie punk.
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💢FREAKY FLAW💢
My chronic issues sometimes make it hard to enjoy simple fun things because I can get nauseous easily. Usually it's in the form of migraines, stomach aches, or sciatica. It pretty much makes it harder for me to go on fair rides, take long drives, or stand in one place for too long.
I also seem shy, but its that I don't trust most people, and social interaction drains me, even though I appreciate the stimulation of deep conversations from genuine people. I'm outgoing, but with a limited social battery which causes me to require alot of physical alone time. This balance makes me a talkative introvert.
I can sometimes be naïve as well, only from trying to give my gut feelings the benefit of the doubt and trying to see the good in people, but then me and Vash end up being upset that I didn't listen to my gut instincts. I've been working on overcoming this.
My neurological conditions can also make social cues and processes be abnormally absorbed. It makes it hard for people to remain my friend because it can be a little overbearing at times for others. This is something I try to manage as best as I can, but I'm not perfect, and neither are you.
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👌FAVORITE ACTIVITIES👌
Bonding with Vash in the headspace and getting a greater understanding of how his reality works and what's going on there.
I also live and breathe art. I really enjoy drawing, photo/video edits, music editing, making funny doll videos, and sometimes cosplaying.
Painting details to my dolls is also a big hobby for me, because they miss all the little accuracy details on them so I put them on myself. It makes my dolls more important to me.
I spend most of my time listening to music too. My music taste is all over the place, and I like almost every genre from any era in history.
Vash Elias Koroyumi is the real leader of the Saints. I know this because I know him personally. His soul that cloned to this reality actually came from the reality where Saints Row really happens rather than being a fictional depiction video game here. This doesn't make him a fictive, because he's not fictional, and the games were being made after his life already began. He has his own life in his reality of origin, which he can see through a metaphorical window. This is how I know his truth. Volition depicted his life through the video game franchise Saints Row, with many deviations changing what really happened.
I have a rare form of DID, part of the OSDD spectrum but not recognized in the DSM. Psychologists don't believe spirit possession is a type of systemhood.
I kept him a secret and hid him as a child, eventually saying, "I like to roleplay. He's my OC!" once I couldn't keep it a secret anymore when I was 12. I publicly came out as a system in March of 2019, after holding it in my entire life. He was never a character, and I hid the truth from the world because I was a child, and I was scared of what might’ve happened if I came out. Saints Row fans didn't react well to this, since they all have boss OCs that disrespectfully take his spot, so I left the fandom to protect us.
He carries his own traumas separate from mine. When he takes control, I'm unaware of what's going on and it's as if I'm asleep. He mostly talks to my friends and plays video games when he controls.
I had SO MUCH trouble trying to get myself to tell the truth because of the gross stigmas placed on neurological conditions, especially us with multiple entities in us that are either fragmented alters or separate souls that are headmates sharing our vessel. We're NOTHING like the toxic stereotype created by fictional media.
He is my guardian angel, always protecting me and empowering me to be a happier and stronger man with each day that passes. His presence in my life has saved me from ending myself, and I'll always value him.
WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT HIM PERSONALLY? CLICK THE STAR BELOW!
•Vash Elias Koroyumi ~ since 1999
•Saints Row [because of Vash] ~ since 2006
•Sky: Children of the Light ~ since 2020
•Katamari ~ since 2005
•Tenchu ~ since 2003
•Zomby Gaga [Vash's reality version of Lady Gaga] ~ since 2009
•Monster High [all generations] ~ since 2011
•Catarina Martinez [Vash's reality version of Melanie Martinez] ~ since 2016
•Child's Play / Chucky [purely for Glen(da)] ~ since 2005
•WALL-E ~ since 2008
•Journey ~ since 2013
•Flower ~ since 2012
•flOw ~ since 2012
•Arca ~ since 2020
•Björk ~ since 2011
•LittleBigPlanet ~ since 2008
•Gorillaz ~ since 2009
•t.A.T.u. ~ since 2009
•Lupin The 3rd ~ since 2003
•A Perfect Circle ~ since 2003
•Puscifer ~ since 2014
•Tool ~ since 2010
•MySims ~ since 2009
•The Sims ~ since 2007
•Five Nights At Freddy's ~ since 2014 [finally embraced in 2023]
•Dave Matthews ~ since 2004
•Viva Piñata ~ since 2007
•Nirvana ~ since 2007
•Portal ~ since 2007
•The Crystal Method ~ since 1999
•Rick And Morty ~ since 2015
•Toy Story ~ since 1999
•Coldplay ~ since 2001
•Miley Cyrus ~ since 2007
•Zheani ~ since 2020
•MARINA ~ since 2017
•Filter ~ since 1999
•AURORA ~ since 2022
•Jazmin Bean ~ since 2019
•Santigold ~ since 2012
•Lana Del Rey ~ since 2017
•Studio Killers ~ since 2014
•IMVU ~ since 2012
•Pusheen ~ since 2014
•Sanrio ~ since 2003
•VOCALOID / UTAU ~ since 2009
•Powerpuff Girls ~ since 1999
•Chobits ~ since 2008
•Okami ~ since 2006
•Shadow of the Colossus ~ since 2005
•The Last Guardian ~ since 2009
•Ico ~ since 2005
•My Little Pony ~ since 2002
•Beastie Boys ~ since 2008
•Yakuza ~ since 2012
•Stray ~ since 2022
•The Flaming Lips ~ since 2017
•Gwen Stefani / No Doubt ~ since 2004
•Röyksopp ~ since 2011
•Stone Temple Pilots ~ since 2005
•Silver Mt Zion ~ since 2021
•Soundgarden ~ since 2008
•Billie Eilish ~ since 2018
•Animal Jam ~ since 2024
•Pink Floyd ~ since 2006
•R.E.M. ~ since 2009
•BloodRayne ~ since 2003
•Die Antwoord ~ since 2015
•Sia ~ since 2016
•Rihanna ~ since 2010
•Kesha ~ since 2010
•Jackie Chan ~ since 1999
•Black Eyed Peas ~ since 2009
•Shrek ~ since 2000
•Taylor Swift ~ since 2010
•LocoRoco ~ since 2006
•Snakeball ~ since 2008
•Ghost in the Shell ~ since 1999
•Rez ~ since 2004
•Beavis and Butthead ~ since 2000
•Katy Perry ~ since 2009
•Metallica ~ since 2009
•Red Hot Chili Peppers ~ since 2004
•Alice In Chains ~ since 2008
•Maggie Lindemann ~ since 2021
•Siiickbrain ~ since 2021
•Megamind ~ since 2017
•Cloning Clyde ~ since 2007
•DC ~ since 2008
•Marvel ~ since 2002
•Twenty One Pilots ~ since 2016
•One Republic ~ since 2009
•The Last Guy ~ since 2008
•STARBENDERS ~ since 2020
•Owl City ~ since 2009
•Pucca ~ since 2009
•Sly Cooper ~ since 2005
•Rag Doll Kung Fu ~ since 2009
•Austin Powers ~ since 1999
•Quentin Tarantino movies ~ since 2003
•Soul Coughing ~ since 2005
•Phoenix ~ since 2010
•PixelJunk [especially Eden] ~ since 2008
•Echochrome ~ since 2009
•Patapon ~ since 2011
•Lil Nas X ~ since 2019
•Sonic Youth ~ since 2009
•Complex Ricki ~ since 2019
•Wild Hearts Crew ~ since 2019
•Capsule Chix ~ since 2019
•Maroon 5 ~ since 2011
•Braid ~ since 2007
•Rumble Roses ~ since 2007
•Donald Trump ~ since 2020
•Space [astronomy and astrology] ~ since 1999
•Extraterrestrial life / aliens ~ since 1999
•Psychology ~ since 2012
•Biology and physiology ~ since 2009
and more to come!
DO YOU PLAY SKY? CHECK ME AND VASH'S SKY CARRD BELOW TO ADD US!
